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Chapter 13 of 13

What Ellis Chose

The house looked exactly like the photograph.

Three stories of rotting wood. Windows like empty eye sockets. A door hanging open like a mouth waiting to swallow something whole.

I’d been driving for fourteen hours. Hadn’t stopped except for gas. The voices in my head getting louder with every mile until they weren’t whispers anymore. They were a chorus.

Home.

Home.

Home.

I parked at the edge of the property. Same spot Mom described in her journals. Twenty years ago she’d sat in this exact place, working up the courage to go inside. She’d walked out with Maya that night. Scattered the thing that had taken her daughter.

But she came back later. To finish the job. And that time she didn’t walk out at all.

I wasn’t going to make her mistakes. I’d read the journals. All of them. I knew what she did wrong.

She hesitated. She let her love for Maya stop her from finishing the job the first time. And the second time, whatever happened at that cabin, she faced it alone.

I wasn’t going to hesitate. And I wasn’t alone. I had nineteen years of those voices in my head. I knew them better than they thought I did.

—-

The front door creaked when I pushed it open.

Inside was exactly what you’d expect. Dust. Decay. The smell of something old and wet and wrong.

But underneath that, something else.

A feeling.

Like the house was breathing. Like it had been waiting for me.

“I know you’re here,” I said.

My voice echoed off the walls. Came back sounding different. Layered.

“I know you can hear me.”

Footsteps above. Light. Careful.

Then a voice I’d been hearing in my dreams for fifteen years.

“You came.”

—-

She was standing at the top of the stairs.

Not the little girl from my dreams. A woman now. Twenty-six years old. Brown hair. Brown eyes.

My face. My mother’s face. Our face.

But nothing behind the eyes was my sister.

“Ellis.” She smiled. That wrong smile. “We’ve been waiting for you.”

“I know. That’s why I’m here.”

“To save her?”

“To end this.”

She laughed. The sound bounced off the walls and multiplied until it seemed like dozens of people were laughing at once.

“Your mother tried to end it. Twice. Look how that turned out.”

“She scattered you. Bought twenty years.”

“And now those twenty years are up.” She started down the stairs. One step at a time. “Did you really think you could do better?”

“Yes.”

She stopped. Tilted her head. That smooth, wrong movement.

“You’re not scared.”

“No.”

“Why not?”

Because I’ve been hearing you my whole life. Because I know what you feel like from the inside. Because some part of me has always known I was going to end up here.

“Because I’m not afraid of you,” I said instead.

She smiled wider.

“You should be.”

—-

She reached the bottom of the stairs.

Stood there looking at me. Studying me.

“You’re more open than she was,” she said. “Your mother. She fought us from the first moment. But you…” She walked closer. “You’ve been listening. Haven’t you? All those years. All those voices.”

I didn’t answer.

“You liked it. The feeling of not being alone. The warmth of something bigger than yourself.”

“That’s not why I’m here.”

“Isn’t it?”

She was close now. Close enough to touch.

“I can feel the door inside you, Ellis. It’s been open for years. Maybe since before you were born. You’ve just been pretending it wasn’t.”

“Where’s Maya?”

“She’s here. What’s left of her.”

“I want to see her.”

“Why? So you can say goodbye?”

“So I can get her out.”

The thing laughed again.

“You can’t get her out. She’s part of us now. Has been for twenty years. You’d have to tear us apart to separate her, and if you tear us apart, you tear her apart too.”

“Mom found another way.”

“Your mother scattered us. She didn’t save Maya. She just bought time. And Maya spent every second of that time buried in the dark, alone, screaming for someone to help her.”

It leaned closer.

“Is that what you want for her? Another twenty years of that? Another lifetime of being trapped while we slowly pull ourselves back together?”

“I want her free.”

“Then let us show you something.”

—-

It took my hand.

Maya’s hand. Small and warm.

And suddenly I wasn’t in the house anymore.

I was everywhere.

—-

I felt them all.

Every piece. Every fragment. Every voice that had been whispering in my head for nineteen years.

Harold. Sixty years in a dark room, learning patience.

Eleanor. Heavier. Sadder. Carrying all that guilt with her.

The first one. A child from 1847 who just wanted her mother back.

And underneath all of them, woven through like threads in a tapestry: Maya.

Not trapped.

Not screaming.

Just… there. Part of something bigger. Something whole.

I felt what she felt. The warmth of never being alone. The peace of finally belonging somewhere.

It didn’t feel like a prison.

It felt like home.

—-

I pulled my hand back.

The thing wearing my sister’s face was watching me.

“You felt it.”

“Yes.”

“That’s what we’re offering. That’s what we’ve always been offering. Not death. Not destruction. Just… togetherness. Forever.”

“And if I say no?”

“Then we take you anyway. The door inside you is already open. It’s been open since the day you were born. You’re ours whether you want to be or not.”

“Then why ask?”

“Because it’s better when you choose. The vessel is stronger. The merge is cleaner. And you don’t have to spend the first few years fighting.” It smiled. “Your sister fought. For a long time. It was exhausting for everyone.”

“So I just give in. Let you in. And then what?”

“And then you become something new. Something whole. All of us together, finally, after two hundred years.”

“And Maya?”

“She’ll be there too. You’ll be together. Really together. Not just dreams and whispers. You’ll share everything. Feel everything. Be everything. Together.”

I thought about the dream visits. Maya standing in doorways, warning me. Telling me to stay away.

I thought about what she’d said the last time I saw her.

I love you. You’re my brother and I love you.

“Let me talk to her,” I said. “The real her. One last time.”

The thing considered this.

“Why?”

“Because if I’m going to do this, I want to say goodbye.”

Something flickered across Maya’s face.

“Fine. But just for a moment.”

—-

Her eyes changed.

Not the color. The depth.

One second they were bottomless, ancient, wrong.

The next they were just brown. Just scared. Just my sister.

“Ellis?”

Her voice. The real one. Cracked and small and desperate.

“I’m here, Maya.”

“You shouldn’t have come.” She was crying. Couldn’t stop. “I told you not to come.”

“I know.”

“They’re going to take you. Like they took me. And there’s nothing you can do—”

“There might be.”

She stopped.

“What?”

“Mom’s journals. Abigail’s letter. They talked about seams. About finding the places where all the pieces connect.”

“I know. I felt Mom try to pull them apart. It almost worked.”

“She hesitated. She couldn’t do it because it would have hurt you.”

“Yes.”

“Show me where they are. The seams. All of them.”

Maya’s face crumpled.

“Ellis, if you pull the seams—”

“I know. It’ll hurt you.”

“It’ll kill me. I’m stitched through them now. Twenty years of being part of them. You can’t separate us without tearing me apart.”

“Are you sure?”

She nodded. Tears streaming down her face.

“I can feel it. Where I end and they begin. There’s no line anymore. There’s just… us.”

I took her hands. Held them tight.

“Then show me anyway.”

“What?”

“Show me the seams. Show me where to pull.”

“Ellis, I just told you—”

“I know what you told me. Show me anyway.”

She looked at me. My sister. Twenty-six years old. Trapped since she was six. Buried alive for two decades while something else wore her face.

“You’ll die too,” she whispered. “If you tear us apart. The door inside you is too open. When we go, you’ll go with us.”

“I know.”

“Then why—”

“Because you deserve to rest. After everything they did to you. Everything they made you watch. You deserve to finally stop.”

She was sobbing now. Couldn’t talk.

“Show me, Maya. Please. Let me do this one thing for you.”

—-

She showed me.

Not in words. In feelings.

I felt the seams. The places where all those fragments connected. The joints and edges where two hundred years of stolen lives had been stitched together.

And I felt Maya woven through all of it. Her essence. Her self. Threaded through the tapestry like gold wire through cloth.

She was right. I couldn’t pull the seams without pulling her apart too.

But I could try. I could feel the way.

And I was ready.

—-

I reached for the seams.

Started to pull.

The thing that had been watching through Maya’s eyes screamed. All of them screamed. A sound like nothing I’d ever heard. Like a hundred voices being torn apart at once.

Maya screamed too. My sister. Feeling herself being ripped open.

I pulled harder.

The seams were coming apart. I could feel it. Centuries of careful construction unraveling in my hands.

Harold let go first. Then Eleanor. Then the others, one by one, their connections snapping like old thread.

And Maya…

Maya was fading. Dissolving. But not in pain anymore.

She was smiling.

“Thank you,” she whispered. “Thank you.”

I pulled the last seam.

And everything went white.

—-

When I opened my eyes, Maya was kneeling beside me.

Not the thing wearing her face. Her. Really her. I could tell by the way she was crying.

“You did it,” she said. “Ellis, you actually did it.”

I sat up. The house was different. Lighter. The shadows that had pressed against every surface were gone.

And there were others.

A woman standing in the doorway. Brown hair going gray. Eyes I recognized from photographs.

Mom.

She was crying too. Hand pressed over her mouth like she couldn’t believe what she was seeing.

“Ellis.” My name in her voice. The first time I’d ever heard it. “My baby.”

And behind her, leaning against the wall like he might fall down without it, a man I’d only ever seen in pictures.

Dad.

He looked older than the photos. Tired. But he was smiling at me. A real smile.

“You found us,” he said. “After all this time. You found us.”

—-

We walked out of that house together.

The four of us. A family for the first time.

Mom held my hand so tight it hurt. Dad kept his arm around Maya. We didn’t talk. Didn’t need to. Twenty years of separation and we were finally together.

The sun was setting when we reached the car. Orange and red and gold.

“I’ll drive,” I said.

Nobody argued.

—-

We’d been on the road for an hour when Mom laughed.

Just a small laugh. Looking out the window at the passing trees.

“I can’t believe it’s over,” she said. “All those years. All that fighting. And it’s finally over.”

“It’s over,” Dad agreed. His voice was rough. Unused. “We’re free.”

I looked in the rearview mirror.

Maya was staring out her window. Quiet. Still.

She turned. Caught me looking.

And smiled.

—-

Wait.

That smile.

—-

“Maya?”

She didn’t answer. Just kept smiling.

That wrong smile.

The one from the photographs. The one I’d seen on her face in the motel. The one I’d spent my whole life learning to recognize.

“Maya, what—”

Mom laughed again.

But it wasn’t the same laugh. It was layered. Wrong.

I looked in the mirror.

She was smiling too.

Same smile. Same eyes.

And Dad.

All three of them.

Looking right at me.

Smiling that wrong smile.

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